Oh god I feel this so hard
The irony is killing me.
Try to explain to a grumpy old man that you aren’t fully mentally stable.
I do not care about what you did today or last night or what you will do tomorrow. All I care is where you are right now and that is with me.
She is beautiful
This is one of those days in which going home, being sad and crying a little bit and just doing absolutely nothing seems very appropriate. Can I just. I really need a moment.
1. Learn to love myself more
2. Regain fearlessness
3. Right all the wrongs
4. Stop hesitating
5. Go back to being the person that people once admired, she was pretty cool
6. Make my personal billion
7. Be proud of myself
To those who have been loving me at my worst, thank you. Soon you will be loving me at my best, which will entail me loving you more than I can possibly give you. You all deserve it.
Check, check and check. Looks like I’m done here. Pls. welcome me back and thank you for waiting.
All because you have misunderstood me terribly.
But I am giving it time. And in time you will come to full understanding.
I hope we never run out of it
"Let Her Go" - Birdy
This is haunting
And usually my Thursdays are fairly good. But today is not a good Thursday. My Wednesday ended late with a good friend and Ben & Jerry’s after I went home angry, broke the toilet flusher, lost my glasses and the power on my street went out. Very late. And I can’t sleep.
And all I want to do is watch something that will make me cry and try to get some sleep. Today is not a good Thursday. At least that’s what I think.
And as of right now I’m fairly convinced nothing can change it and that nothing will